And its hard to say Good-Bye !!!

I just got done watching the Finale of Scrubs... and I have to admit, I don't want it to end..not just yet... Its been years since I followed it and I have seen it grow in front of me..I have grown with it..and now that it is about to end...it just shows me how short-lived everything we are associated to are... I may sound a bit dorky trying to relate myself to a TV show, but goodbyes have always been something I have been bad at...It is very hard for me to let go..Let go of things that I once thought were important...even if it were of no significance today...like all my grade 8 or 9 notes and books...or my stash of stickers and all the small kinder-surprise toys and figures...or the paper-cards I got when I was in grade 4 or 5... I just do not know how to end things...and yes, its never too god to live in the past too long..as for the future, it does not have to be scary..it can be whatever you want it to be (J.D. - Season 8 finale)..whatever I want it to be... and that the past does not hold me back.... but it is easier said than done.... I may not be the most emotional or expressive person you will see[I'd like to think I am not at all ;)]...But its just that times like these make me realize a sense of mortality everything around us has... I "But I love it when you read to me...and you can read me anything" - The book of Love, Peter Gabriel.... life is surreal and mortal..and there's no denying that...But that does not stop me or you from dreaming and hoping for things to happen like you want them to..and no, it does not always happen..that's life..deal with it...I am trying to...you should too... and well, we are still to young to figure out what we want from life, what we are expected to become... and that's why we all struggle...the aspirations and the desires are just too tempting to resist...Let me part with JD's last words on the show..."And who's to say this is not what happens...who's to say my fantasies won't come true...Just this ONCE !!! "... I can see the cloud opening up and I can feel my wings untie themselves... Yes, I shall fly one day... and who's to say it won't come true... Just this once !!!