Burned one down !!!

So, there always comes a phase in someone's life when they want to desert everything and just disappear for a while... no cell, no internet, no messengers or face book... away from everything, just lost doing something for the sake of no one but only themselves... selfishness? not really..more of a personal choice... freewill that we talk about so much but fail to implement... you know you should try it... not disappearing, but exercising your freewill... my desires nowno longer exceed my capabilities.. I have an understanding now of what I want, not in terms of what I want from life or the society or an individual...but as in what I want right now... and because my numerous desires are contradicting to each other, I know it will be a while, a pretty long while, before I reach a conclusion... and I am in no rush to get there.. I just want to do nothing for a while... nothing as in NOTHING... not even think or breathe or see or wonder... I know its not possible...and may be it is only a figure of speech..but if its only possible in words, I'd like to do it in words alone...even if only in alphabets... I have always been amazed by people and their assurance of what they will do in the time unseen, future... as in how clear they are of what they want from time and life and everything in between... kudos to them for having everything figured out... someday, I might join you in your league too..but I am in no rush.. or I am not even inclined towards that now... all I want to do now is NOTHING... if only in terms of typos and thoughts... Yes, I want to succeed..and yes, I will... even if to the minimalist of possibilities, I shall foresee my existence... and like one guy said: "Success in not gained by an impulse...but by a pile of little things bead together to reach the destination"..and while you may already be five-steps ahead...I am content with my quest of little adventures and tiny dreams... dream on, for you shall achieve it one day... Yes, you will !!!